Long story short?? Cause I'm fricken bonkers!!~LMAO~
Okay so I'm not completely bonkers but I assure you the drive there wouldn't be a long one!
I assure you it isn't for the money! $727.00 a month isn't worth faking crazy, for those of you who have made such comments.
I am on disability for a list of reasons a few of which include, aghoraphobia, social anxiety disorder, severe anxiety and depression, and bipolar. And since all of my jobs in my life have been people oriented and I no longer deal well with such things they put me on disability. What led to all those things? A lifetime of pretty shitty things, thinking that the best way to deal with them was to push it aside and laugh at life. Oooops I was wrong, and after one extreme event too many I had a nervous breakdown and became all of the above and then some. Although they say that I have had quite a few of those issues before my breakdown, I had learned to hide them and deal because I didn't want to appear needy, or unstable. But now I know that I am not unstable as long as I continue to truely deal with things...And if i appear needy or unstable to someone else then...well...piss on them for not taking the time to know who I really am!!~LOL~
Next question?
Take care of you,
Michelle
