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43 Year Old · Female · From Soquel, CA · Invited by: 36816 · Joined on June 19, 2006 · Born on December 18th · 1 referrals joined! · I have a crush on someone and 2 different people have a crush on me!

he-don-ist:

n: someone motivated by desires for sensual pleasures

"We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love." <3

I like to be surrounded by people as often as possible. I love to dance, and kiss, and yell randomness out my car window at people. I don't care what people think about me, because I believe life is too precious to spend stressed and worried about impressing other people. I'm here to enjoy my life. I can be rather loud and obnoxious, but I am never mean (on purpose), and I never intentionally hurt anyone.
I wear my heart on my sleeve, get seriously attached to people I barely know, and am frequently being beaten over the head by it. But I love it. I love people, all of them. Not just like, "Oh, I like to talk to people, and meet people, and stuff." Nope, not me, I love people. It's likely that I would risk my life for someone I've never met. I guess I just like to fix things. I always go for the guys that have train cars full of baggage, and get screwed, of course, but I always come out thinking "Well, hopefully one of us learned something from it."

I am fiercely loyal to my friends, and defensive, sometimes to a fault. I'm not vengeful, nor do I hold grudges, but I am not afraid of confrontation. I don't like to leave anything unsaid. People always know where they stand with me, because I always tell them. If I am angry or hurt, I'll let ya know, because I honestly believe, maybe falsely, that people are generally good and well-meaning. If someone pisses me off, or hurts me, I feel it fair to give them a chance to explain (that's me, always thinking that no one ever intentionally hurts someone else), or apologize, or not. Even if ya say "Yep, sorry, yer a bitch, I was just trying to piss you off.", that's fine. At least I know where we stand, and I can sleep well at night, knowing that I did not make a snap judgement to be pissed or bruised, without giving you a fair chance. Nobody ever really knows anybody else - hell, most of us barely know ourselves.

For the wretched of the earth
There is a flame that never dies.
Even the darkest night will end
And the sun will rise.
~Les Miserables~

Find me on:
OkCupid: BlueJupiter
Bangme: SpaceAngel
World of Warcraft: Kaelaryn, Skullcrusher server
AoL Instant Messenger OoSpaceAngeloO

I <3 ART! I can make just about everything. I make soap, I make jewelry, I make paper, I make love (oops...sorry it slipped), I write poetry and short stories, I paint, I draw, and I am a website & graphic design professional (going on 10 years now). I'm now learning to make music ^_^

<3 swimming in the dark <3 gazing at the stars <3 smoking indoors <3 boys with scars <3 little dark bars <3 playing cards <3 classic cars <3 my guitar <3

I drink a lot.

I'm from California, and damn proud of it. I did, however, live in the Dirty South for a number of years.

I am not into one night stands, or stranger-fucking (tho it's happened, guess I grew outta that *shrug*).

I am completely satisfied with my relationship right now, but I love to flirt, and I love to talk to people.

I like hearing life stories, no matter how boring or "normal" they may seem.

I'm seriously into psychology, but I could give a rat's ass about politics.

I like to debate, but arguing frustrates me. I often feel like I am talking to a brick wall, or trying to prove that 2+2 does NOT equal 30 @@

I party a LOT, I drink a lotta liquor, and smoke a lotta cigarettes. I don't do drugs anymore.

I have two kids, ages 7 & 5, that live with their dad, and I miss them terribly. I get them for about one week per month.

I love to dance, I am incredibly friendly, and I am open-minded and accepting, almost to a fault.

I fall in love quickly, tho not often, and once I am there, it takes something incredibly tragic to yank me out of it.

I like girls, and I enjoy fucking girls, but that does NOT mean that I wanna fuck every girl that I think is pretty, or hot, or whatever. It drives me crazy that people seem to think that acknowledgement of beauty eqautes to sexual attraction. Some things are just nice to look at, ya know? Girls are crazy, anyway ;)

I play a lot of video games. I have been playing video games for a very long time, and, yeah, I play FPS's, unlike so many of the "other" gamer chicks ;)

I like being outdoors, and I really like active guys, as long as they are happy just lying in bed watching movies all day, too.

I'm a technology buff, I dig electronics. I have a $2500 PowerBook, and it rocks my face off ^_^ I have a PC, too, and an Xbox 360, and a 56in Hi-def TV, with full 5.1 surround.

I curse a lot. It's really hard to offend me, or gross me out.

If you have a screenname or something like "kidkiller" or "babyeater", you WILL NOT get the time of day from me. I don't care who you are, and I'm not saying you should change anything about yourself...I just choose not to accept that into my little world. I'm pretty fucking tolerant and accepting, otherwise. You can screw a dead goat, for all I care. I'd probably even watch the YouTube movie about it *shrug*

Interests

Music

Bad Religion

Pennywise

NOFX

System of a Down

Omar Santana

Aerosmith

The Postal Service

Linkin Park

Three Days Grace

Primus

The Doors

Incubus

The Faint

Depeche Mode

David Bowie

AFI

Sublime

Maroon 5

Nine Inch Nails

AC/DC

Jamiroquoi

Usher

Nine Inch Nails

Nirvana

Mudvayne

Black Eyed Peas

TOOL

The Alan Yates Band

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he-don-ist:

n: someone motivated by desires for sensual pleasures

I drink a lot.

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