well lets see yesterday i had to go to cincinnati to take care of some family buiness i have not been thier in 8 months i live in the country now and its sad to say i hope i never see the city for life i want to die in any country field than the city the last of my family live in city my aunt she dyeing .of cancer she made me realize my brother ken will lose his legs in a month which i thank he will not make it cause he thanks his world is over thank hes right. my daughter is always in pain with her back . me well i lost 30lbs cause i just did dont no way my husband is sick cause he dont take care of his self so if you dont love yourself you dont love your family my son was always sick now healthy as can be i think it was 13 years of the fucking city that made him sick all the time so i realilze no matter what family you have you will always go alone. teens today if they dont like thier grandmas or parents or family they just go get new moms grandmas and family i am sure some will disagree with me thats ok but just my thoughts God gives us one mom one dad and thats it. my dad was a ass but god took care of that. my mom well she was all god gave no matter what. she did her best she died of cancer on thanksgiving and i did not need to go get a new one or a new grandma and that will be what she will always know .i lost alot of family some to death some to the I got a new family i just hope that all the grandmas and mother dead or alive can see how easy thier life long love can be replaced.in the now adays world me im stuck in the old world were god gives only one mom and one dad and thats it good or bad thats it as for brothers sisters hepews nices they are the new world of I got a new family and i wish you well but they need to remember you cant change the roots god give you as for me ill take what he gives me and go out alone when he says its my time to go and my kids will no i did love them and always will well those are my thoughts for today .
