I'm not new, don't welcome me. I was on this site many times. I try to stay away but damn it if it's not addicting for my boredom cure.

I don't give out fb or my email. So please don't bother asking.

I am not looking, I have a wonderful man in my life...I am up for new friends though...but the first time you judge me or think you know me, you will be deleted. I dont have to prove anything to anyone on here.


I'm just me - nothing more, nothing less.

I'm just a person who's content in her life, and knows what I want. And honestly?? I have the world ~*smiles*~

If ya's wanna know just ask.


I'm strong and weak - I'm independent and needy - I'm beautiful and ugly - I'm distinct and blended -I'm honest yet have lied - I need love and love my own space - I'm shy and very outgoing - I'm loving and distant - I'm polite and rude - I'm wanting and very satisfied - I'm loved and unloved - I miss my past and want my future - I'm wise and foolish - I bring tears and I bring laughter - I hold on tight and I let go - I'm strong willed and I give in - I'm good enough and not good enough - I'm right and I'm wrong - I see through and I can be blind - When hope is lost I have hope left to find - I'm a best friend and I'm a worst enemy - I want to forgive and won't ever be forgiven - I'm sorry but glad it happened - I want to be happy and to remember what made me sad - I want to smile and cry all at once - I want to fly but I'm afraid to fall - I want to be great and remember where I started from - I'm giving and I am greedy - I'm selfish and I would give you my life - I'm caring and I am unconcerned - I will lead the way and get lost - I'm proud and ashamed - I am a human being - I'm not perfect - I have faults and I have greatness - I have strength and weakness - I have done great things and things I wish I could go back and change... I am just me.


and to quote Meredith Brooks.....

"I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

So take me as I am

I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
when you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numbed, I'm revived
can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way "

~*smiles*~