What's on my mind? I am free from being run over by people that say they cared!! Just a warning to those that talk shit or want to hold me back.... My day gets better and better, let me tell ya.... Ugh!! Some friend I must be if everyone just ignores me anymore. Sorry I am not like everyone else... pain in my legs, have no clue what is causing it, just know it hurts. Going to bed, have a good day all. I swear, my car and music are the only things that keep me sane anymore... If life knocks me down again, I am standing back up and looking life in the eyes to say, "fuck you life, I am not staying down". I am an emotional train wreck, think you still want to talk to me now? Random music to add to my phone, I am a random person. It seems a friend of mine whom I rarely got to see and talk to died May 2nd., and I just found out today. Worried about one of my best friends, he was engaged and she just called it off. Trying so hard to get my life back on track, but keep falling on my face.. Can't seem to find the strength to keep on track. Thinking from now on, if people don't want to talk when I message them, they should tell me, or anyone else for that matter, wow. I am a HUGE fan of Band of Brothers on HBO and I can NOT wait till The Pacific comes out on March 14th!! Slowly getting ready to go to Oklahoma for the holidays. Tired of being alone, tired of being hurt all the time, and tired of who I am. I try to be the best I can be, and I am done with that. |