Jersey GirlAKA Jet's blog: "My Weightloss Journey"

Yay.. I just hit my mini goal.. I am soo excited i got to move that big bar down on the scale.. so about a total of 20 pounds in 3 months wiith a injury.. go me.. lol.. sorry had to share

Everything happens for a certain reason.. recently i met someone who is truely awesome.. got to know him from a friend and come to find out he knew my friends from fort dix.. strange huh..he will talk to me.. listen to me.. make me laugh.. and understand what we women go through after kids.. its good to have some one understand.. if he reads this he will know who i am writing about.. thank you.. for the talks and just being you.. hugs and kisses.. muah

I lost 4 more pounds so that makes 11 in two weeks

well a while ago i decided i wanted weightloss surgery.. the insurance approved it but it wasnt the kind i wanted.. i wanted lapband not gastric.. so i had alot more to think about.. well lately i been working out hard because i am a fighter.. my other friend had ddecided on it and i am for whatever she does. i brought it to my other friends attention and she asking me why dont i do it.. i am a ex athlete and she does not believe i can do this... to me it kind of does she keeps bugging me about getting the surgery.. i dont want it for many reason.. and one is pride.. i have alot of pride and i work hard for what i want.. the only surgery i will have is to remove excess fat... let me know what you think

well i went sat to the open casting call.. i didnt get a call back but piper said dont give up.. because someone before didnt get a call and they sent in a video and got it.. so me and ashley did a video and on payday i am going to mail it in.. i dont want to give up even if i dont make it.. i going to watch the biggest loser so it will be like i am on the show in my own way..

Weigh In!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current mood: accomplished Sooooo I was bummed today and just felt blah.. Well i was talking to a new friend of mine and was like oh crap weigh in time.. 5 Pound Loss So total for 5 weeks 12 pounds.. maybe it is getting to be a brighter day out.. we will see

Alot going on Well wow things are not easy.. Losing weight is a pain in my ass... I go to the gym at least 5 times a week. I do not exepect less than a hour on the bike alone. I am a previous athletic person so I set high standards for myself. I work too hard sometimes because I feel my knee starting to give out on me.. I use to be athletic so my knees were shot to begin with. Back to the ole' ace bandage and icy hot routine i guess you can say.. Who would believe I was a cheerleader for 8 years , basketball bout the same and softball since i was old enough to play t-ball. And now look where I am at.. Blah... I am starting to get that competive frame of mind or should i say the atheletic frame of mind... There is alot on my shoulders right now.. and it defintly isnt easy not at all... It is draining me emotionally and just my head is not there it feels like it is spining around in alot of circles. I am a full time wife and mom of 2 girls and also a college student.. Blah.. I am so afraid of failing my weightloss buddies and my friends... I am soo tired of being judged and unhappy with myself so i am doing something about it. ... yes i am ashamed of myself but slowly you see me putting myself out there for everyone to know what is going on.. I could not of been at this gym thing if it wasnt for the love and support of my friends.. There is too many to list but you all know who you are so thank you from the bottom of my heart.. Love you guys..

Well i weighed in a little too late on monday which even then was a day late.. but i maintained so that good i guess better than a gain.. ... The down fall.. i watching this show and i wish i could pull off this look with a skinny suit.. or blink and be where i use to be.. this journey is not easy it is really tough.. havent given up yet..

Well sunday is the new weigh in date.. so since my last one I lost 5 pounds..yippie..

Weigh In And Update. 3.25.2007 I Lost 2 pounds.. hellz ya. and this was my gym workout today * 4 miles on bike * 1 miles on my arms (using some machine) * 1 mile on the treadmill * 1 mile on the bike All this i did in a hour.. so this is really great..