Life and death, energy and peace. If I stop today it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I made and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I've walked, which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, and above.About me...hmmm...im a 23yr old female whos out of SA, I dont know im both complicated and simple, optimistic and pessimistic at the same time. How far is up and how far is down its something indefinate. Im more interested in why we are what we are, how this world became to be. I believe there is a scientific explination for everything!! I love my 2 lil cuzins they are the light of my life and helped me to realize so much more. Who knew having children could help you learn and grow as a person at the same time (even tho they are not my kids).